Home based massage/wellness/ energy therapist, supporting your health and well being through alternative approaches for the mind, body and soul I was born in Amstelveen , Holland. Grew up in the Caribbean, lived there for over 30 years.
Having had it all, I realized I was not on my life path, as I was showing serious signs of depressions. I started looking at alternative healing modalities. I quit the family hotel business in 2000, marking a new century with new hopes, visions and experiences.

I decided to move to New York on March 15th, 2001, to be a part of my best friend's dream. It was a a hectic time, yet an adrenaline rush.

Through the family hotel contacts, I manages to get sponsorship and work as a hostess/ asst. manager in a newly opened hip restaurant, called " Salmon River".
This lasted till the infamous 911 happened.
yes, I saw the 2nd plane fly into the Twin Towers with my own bare eyes. One of the most unrealistic but harshest and most fearful moments in my life! I am writing a book about my life, so when it comes out, I will let you know.
This event caused me to ponder about the importance and my life task of life is. I made a Bucket List.
I left New York, and started my Soul Searching journey. The next decade was one of the most thrilling, exciting, adventurous, turbulant, emotional, living in the NOW moments of my life.
I traveled to Australia, backpacked the entire continent, ticking off every " what is fun? I dont know, lets find out" list. It was exhilarating.

Needless to say, I wished to live here, but due to their harsh migrating laws ( I can now say, it took me 10 years to come back with my family).
I then traveled to Africa.
I started as a guest on an Overlanding Trip from London, England to South Africa within 6 months. ( The original plan) My plan deviated into, falling in love with a driver, jumping trucks, and becoming a tour guide for another company) I worked in Africa for 1 year. needless to say, this brought me down to Earth, back to simple and basic living, man those were the most non materialistic times of my life! ( A book will come out on this too).

With a wounded heart I left Africa, to regain my spirits, and my health back to "normal", whatever that means.

I started my next chapter of my life!

I studied at the Barbara Brennan School of Healing, attended about 11 self help seminars with T. Harv Ecker , got my Reiki Master and attracted my perfect Soul Mate within this time, and started a family, which lead to the next chapter of my life.

I now am a certified Brennan Science Healer, I obtained a certificate in massage at the Massage School in St. Maarten ( they no longer exist) and am a Wellness Consultant for the Doterra Essential Oils. Which I now have replaced my entire medicinal cabinet for using 100% pure therapeutic essential oils. And have added a certificate in Australian Bush Flower Essences.

This in short, is the person behind Zensations444.

It is my belief that every illness, feeling and emotion starts in the ego based mind.